Here's a 2 days update...

Okay... It all started as a suicide plan: finish up all my data entry job, send it to the office, take a bus to Pudu and get a ticket, then make a mad dash to Low Yat (plus a pit-stop at Times Square)... The plan ended as the following:

• Data entry done
• Walked all the way to the office, just to find out that the office is closed (my expression when the boss told me that they're on a holiday = TTTTT________TTTTT)
• Had to walk back to my room (forgot to take the CDs I want to change at Low Yat)... Damn tsukareta ~_~...
• Finally, buying a ticket for Chinese New Year + Awal Muharram Holiday... Pudu was damn crowded, and the normal RM20.50 tickets were all sold out @_@... Had to buy RM25 VIP ticket... Oh, my poor purse TT__TT... I ended with just enough money for the bus fare back to UIA... ... ...
• Walked to Low Yat, then changed my mind and went to Times Square instead... Was thinking that perhaps Su Yin ish there... And YES, she's there... And she lost her mum's watch... Hang in there, imouto-chan... I'll help you with the watch... Once I got my salary, that is...
• Together with her two friends, we went to Sungai Wang to meet up with Sandy... Got separated :p... Baka me... Was on the verge of tears when I realised that I got separated... Again, baka me...
• Finally met Sandy... She nearly killed me with her tackle glomp ~_~"... Bugged her to belanja me drinks... Which she agreed provided we go to the arcade (TS)... Walking again >.<...
• Nearly fell asleep at the arcade... I'm impressed at my ability to sleep at noisy places XD... Then at about 6, walked Su Yin and Sandy to the LRT station (after I got my 1.5 litres mineral water ^O^)... Then head to Low Yat and get my CDs, and later walked all the way to Pertama Complex... Damn tsukareta ~_~...

Here's what I noticed and talked about with Su Yin:

1. She's upset about someone, which makes me upset at that person as well when she told me why she is upset with that guy.
2. She mentioned about always loosing valuable things (of course la... You'll never learn if you keep losing crappy things)...

Oh, on the way to TS, I noticed a drug addict + hooker, I think, walking... I think she had AIDS as well... It makes me wonder, what made her the woman she is right now... And how sad it is to waste your life like that... It made me sad, and it almost mada me cried... All the despair in this world... Keogh (Ragnarok anime) was right when he mentioned that the world is filled with despair... How true...

Saturday ended with a short discussion with a group member about our coming presentation, a nasi lemak as dinner, a short Yu-Gi-Oh game, and a well-deserved sleep :3...

Now Sunday was a whole different matter...

We had gotong-royong (which I joined voluntarily :3), and disappointingly, the number of people who turned up was just 10% compared to what the organizer expected... Oh well, at least we get to bedal all the food XD XD... We even get the cafeteria manager to treat us lunch >3...

Then did some laundry, watched some anime, and later, got a visit by my boss >3... And after that, I tried to fixed my friend's comp, and failed >.<... And resulted with my comp getting glitches TT__TT... Went to a friend's room, watched some naughty movies, did some assignments, and later slept in his room, on his bed... Insert anything you could conjure up in your mind as to what happened in between...

Nyaa... That's all... For now... Oh, I need to get myself a Western Digital 10/20gb harddisk... And Kaede, take care, okay... And don't forget the drinks and taxi fare you owed me XD XD...

Me = Lazy + Crazy... XD XD XD...

Nyaaa!!!... I've recklessly spent my money on anime DVDs, games and softwares >.<... But I didn't regret it though :p... Here's how it happened :3...

On Thursday (a day before Hari Raya Haji), I went to Low Yat to buy some softwares as well as to take a peek at the recent price for ps hardwares... My computer had been throwing her (my computer is a tomboy, her owner is a sissy... Perfect match, don't you think?) tantrums randomly, and the recent tantrum resulted in her hard drive being formatted... And since I got too much money in my hands (remind me NOT to hold more than RM100 while going out alone), I decided to indulge in some anime DVDs as well as a game or two... I bought Peacemake Kurogane (Chinese subbed TT__TT... Imouto-chan!!... Crash course on how to read Mandarin, onegai shimasu~~~), Ragnarok the Animation (YURI~~~... XD XD), and Samurai Girl (ecchi~~~... X3 X3)...

As for the game, I was thinking about buying a hentai DVD game (yes, kaijuu... Your aniki is a sukebe... So please keep the comment to yourself >3)... But after a few laps around Low Yat, I gave up and bought myself a DVD game containing Ragnarok Offline and Yu-Gi-Oh trading card game... The best part is that now I got to play a better Ragnarok Offline game as well as a full set of Yu-Gi-Oh game... The downside is that I can't save any of the Yu-Gi-Oh games... In other words, all the cards I acquired when I was playing will disappear once I logout of the game >.<... Oh well... Maybe I can get some hint on how to fix the problem from the internet...

The day before (Wednesday), Shinta came to help me with my tomboyish computer problem... While he was at it, we talked about a few things... He always amused me with his vast knowledge... Too bad both him and me live in a society where being knowledgeable means scoring straight A's in your exams and getting a first class degree from a university... Thanks to the oh-so-innovative Britishmen whom introduced this stupid education system we are stuck with right now... Ironic, isn't it... A stupid education system... I thought an education system is meant to make the society more educated :p... Back to the topic, he told me why did the Japanese and the Al-Qaeda used the same kamikaze tactic against America (or should I say, the Westerners?), and advised me to refer to techtv.com for information about softwares before downloading and installing any of them (my reckless d-loading and installing shareware habit was one of the reasons for my computer's tantrum *grin*)... He also voiced out his disappointment about people being ignorant about general knowledge (you know, the small, small things that doesn't look THAT important... But actually REALLY important)... On top of that, he also make a brief evaluation between himself and me (and some other people) about our ways of thinking and doing things...

And yesterday, for some very mysterious reason, I got soooo lucky, I might have been a dream... On the way back from my friends' room, I found RM50 lying on the ground (I better check my purse again... It might be a dream)... This is either a "Let's see how greedy you are" test, or "God is being good to you today" lucky reward... Either way is fine with me desu kedo :3...

Nyuu... I still have several untouched assignments... And one of them is to be submitted on 28th >.<... Dou shiyo~~~... @_@...

*Edited during Internet Application class*

I'm worried about Alex... And I hate myself for being a lame brother... I couldn't make her feel better... I can't make her smile... I failed to console her... I hate myself for everything that I am... ... ...

Finally, an update...

Dammit, a novel-long entry gone with a push of a button...

So I think I'll just put the gist of what I've typed:

• Condolences to the tsunami victims, and those affected directly or indirectly...
• Thank you Allah, for the blessed life You've given me... At least my problems are not as complicated and massive as compared to some other people I know...
• To: Tenzan= please reconcile with your dad, Aiko=I hope u and Potatoe-kun could resolve the prob ASAP, without any incidents (I'll hunt him if he did something bad to you), Masamune=cheer up a bit, and start filtering your friends...
• I'm now officially a gay, and the title comes with a one-way ticket to Hell *sigh*... I've soooo screwed-up my life TT__TT...
• Sandy ish a sukebe+sadist, which makes me the same with her, which makes her another sister of mine... Welcome Sandy, to the so screwed-up family XD XD...
• Kaede got herself a new nickname, exclusively reserved for me and me alone XD XD...
• To all those who could read this entry: I WANT YOUR PICTURE!!!!... It's for my webbie (will be published as soon as I'm done building it)... And please send A LOT of messages to Kaede... She's missing you all X3...

That's all for now... Damn this lab's cold... Until then, saraba de...

Ragnarok Offline, anyone?... XD XD...

Nyaa!!!... I'm hooked on RO... And I mean the OFFLINE version :p... My survey boss gave me the installation CD last week, and I've been on the game for almost everyday ^^;;;;... Dang addicted... But of course, playing the game all by myself makes me question my sanity... ... ...

Okay, yesterday I went out with Sandy, Kaede, Craymel and Tofuking... Sandy said that she wants to belanja us Kungfu Hussle, but the plan later back-fired because none of us were smart enough to book the tickets earlier... And that includes me... ... ... We later hang out at TS until 6, when all of us had to went on separate ways... I could sense that Sandy was somewhat disappointed since her plan went down the drain... And she did say that she wished the day would never end... I guess she enjoys hanging out with us afterall... Or is it just with one of us?... Tofuking, perhaps XD XD XD...

Went straight to class once I've reached UIA... I have a night class this semester... Thanks to the always "thoughtful" UIA administration... No, I don't want to state why... Tired of thinking about it... I'd rather think about my Ragnarok Offline :p... I'm downloading Athena server right now, while typing this post... Hopefully I can play my Black Party in that server, OFFLINE >3... The one that my boss gave me was somewhat busted... There's a bug in the merchant's quest (whether you remember the code number or not, you'll still end up with the "I lost the package" dialogue), and I end up hacking my character so that she (yes, it's a she... My alter ego is a woman, so shoot me) can be a blacksmith... And dang, I'm still figuring out how to use her skills... It looks like my brain function has degenerated to a 12 year-old's...

Well, that's all for now... Actually there's a lot that I want to type in, but I guess some things are better left unsaid... Oh, to Xiong Ie----> don't go back to your words, okie... You said that you'd call her... And you better take a Lying Course if you are thinking about telling me that you have no time to do so... :p...

Ja, saraba de~~~...

Ah... Sabishii, sabishii...

I'm in my Internet Application class right now... And this is my second class... We hadn't any classes for the past 3 weeks >.<... Neways, last Saturday was a blast... CosMas RULES!!! X3... I dunno how to explain it, but those who went, and those who read the blogpost of those who went would have the general picture of it... I WANNA COSPLAY AS WELL TT__TT...

Now to the sabishii part... I definitely won't get my loan, and am facing a risk of losing the part being suspended... And the loan advancement I applied is yet to be deposited... Oh well... I guess an appeal letter is on the way... And I hope that my friends could help me conjuring the most convincing appeal letter the PTPTN officers have ever seen... And I also have to sell my digikame TT__TT... My lovely digital turtle TT__TT... Anyone want to buy it?... It's for RM300 negotiatable...

Ehto... Kore kara dou?...

Boohoohoo... I'm flat broke, and my application for a loan advancement is still an unknown... Yesh >.<... Oh well... I guess I'd have to start borrowing money from my frens next week... Dang, I hate it when I need to ask people for help... It's not that I'm being snobbish, but it makes me feel like I'm a burden TT__TT... Maybe I should inquire PTPTN wether I could appeal for this semester's loan... Then again, maybe not...

Okay... Classes had officially commenced this week, except for one, which I kept forgetting the venue :p... My first impression of this semester would be: BUSY AS HELL @_@... I'm taking 6 subjects, and I got a funny feeling that all of them requires me to write an assignment... Shimatta... But hey, if I consistently take 6 subjects for the next 3 normal semesters, I'd be graduating in semester 1 2006/2007... With just 2 subjects!!!... XD... My coursemates thinks that I'm nuts X3...

This coming Saturday and the next are very much anticipated by yours truly... I've never really seen cosplayer up-close and personal (except last week XD)... And CosMas is the first cosplay gathering I've ever been... This is a definite "first time" for me, demo nanka osoi dakedo :p...

To the people whom I'm expecting to meet this Saturday (Cruel Neko, Little Scribble, etc), let us hope that the meeting will mark a beginning of a wonderful, everlasting friendship... This is Shinnoir live from UIAM Gombak saying OYASUMI NASAI!!!...

I'm totally nuts at the moment...

Bleh... What a week... Been dragged by Kaede to Sg Wang, and met two new faces, Iris and Hades... Then went to Ts (as usual) and meet up with Cray and Tofuking... Later, meet Miaka-sama (why Miaka-sama?... Well, she does have a feudal lord's bloodline... In any way, she deserves to be called Miaka-sama *kowtows*)... Nyuuu, she's uber kawaii <3... And she handed me my brownies, and they're uber oishii <3 *dies in bliss*... I want the recipe!!!... Maybe after this I'll start a bakery instead of a Cyber Cafe :p... But as Miaka-sama implied, I still need to work on my baking skill, and my mom hinted the same thing, too...

The next day (Wednesday), went to TS (again) for Kitsune's birthday mini outing... And meet three new faces: Sandy, Wy Lee (I don't really get her name, but she's a cute girl in red... And a doujinka, too!!), and Hisashi... Sandy was an uber genki girl... It took less than an hour to become her friend... Throughout the outing, there was a lot of picture-taking, gang-trickling, and childish-playing X3... I bet my nose that all the people were staring at us *_*... But hell, it was a great outing... We even meet Xiao Ying, who had just finished her SPM paper (I never thought that XY could ever pass to be a guy... Those guys must've been blind... Tak pernah nampak pondan agaknye XP)... And here's the pictures to prove it (although some were accidentally deleted by yours truly +_+):



Kitsune ish doodling...




Sandy ish doodling...




Kaede ish doodling...




Chit-chatting over a fries...




Latest McD product; Craymel Burger... Made 100% from Craymel XD...

3 versions of Kitsune:



Kawaii...




Bishie...




Kakoii...

And here's the genki Sandy:



Nyaa!!!... Don't take my picture!!!...




Fine arr... Take arr... But don't take too many...




Eh, you still taking meh picture, ar? *glares*...




Hisashi~~... Smile, you're on Shinnoir's Camera :p...




And here ish... ... ... What was her name again?...

And today, I'm going out again... Sandy ish lending me some anime *yay*...

Ayamback...

TADAIMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

Finally, I'm back where I belong :3... Took a bus at 10am from JB, and arrived at 3pm... I got to sit on the reserve driver's seat XD XD... Uber front seat :3... Then hauled my nuclear warheads (that's what I call my baggage, since it's dang heavy... I'll bet my toenail that it's heavier than myself @_@) to Central Market, and hop on the first bus to UIA... Which turns out to be either a roller-coaster or an F1 racing car transfigured into a bus... Damn scary >.<... And the worst thing that could happen to me happened; my matress ish gone!!!... Hontou ni saitei da =_=...

Went to CC and chatted with several people, Tenzan included... Then, something weird happened... Someone I least expect to greet me greeted me... Oh well... Perhaps I've been MIA for too long :p...

Ooh... I think I'll end this one 'ere... Me tummy ish singing Frank Sinatra... Asa gohan ittekimasu :3~~~...

Nyaaa, hisashiburi!!!...

T A D A I M A ! ! ! ! ! ! . . .

Phew, finally the finals are over (for me, that ish :3)... But I'm soooo damn worried about my results >..< (where can I get black neko ears, nyaa?... Would definitely go well with my black sleeveless to and jeans... And I also need a pair of black sneakers :3)...

1- 15th Oct:- Exam started... Fasting month commenced (for muslims: H A P P Y F A S T I N G ! ! ! ! ! . . . and H A P P Y F E A S T I N G as well :p)...

2- Monday, 18th Oct:- Got pestered by a horny African... Me and me friends were on our way to their room (we were going to have sahur together)... That African tried to strike up a conversation out of thin air (which I turned down with a cold shoulder XP)... Then he decided to make a flash presentation (no, I don't mean Macromedia Flash), which I didn't see (luckily... then again, I doubt that his pathetic "thing" can be seen at all, since he blends well with the background, if you get what I mean XD XD XD)... The three of us rushed upstairs and locked the door, out of fear that he might stalk us (which he did... He was in front of the toilet VERY near to their room in less than 5 minutes... My friends' room is on the fourth floor for Heaven's sake!!)... Once he spotted the room (one of us was "brilliant enough to blurly intend to go to the toilet... Fortunately he wasn't blur enough to not be aware of the potential danger on setting his eyes on that blasted SOB), he tried to open the door (which was again locked ^_^;)... Later when I was going back to my room, he (*sigh* again) tried to get my attention... WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THESE FOREIGNERS??!!!...

3- Teusday, 19th Oct:- Last final's paper (nyaaaaaaaa!!!!!)... Was very excited on the thought... At least until I saw the question paper... ... ... NONE OF THE TOPIC I STUDIED CAME OUT 0_o!!!!!!... Made a mad dash through the questions (anshinshite kudasai, I've make sure that I didn't make any silly mistakes on them... Hopefully :p), and left the exam hall ASAP... Then start ranting at my friend TT___TT... I'm so going to flop that paper TT__TT... Zettai ni TT__TT... Called my mom for tambang balik (which reminds me, I HAVEN'T BUY MY TICKET!!!!... *Went on his knees and prays* Oh, Merciful God... Please don't let the ticket run out by the time I'm going back...

4- Wednesday, 20th Oct:- Woke up late for sahur (4.40am :P... I usually woke up at 3 ^^;)... Fortunately Naim had given me some buns (which was sooo delicious) for me to eat earlier... Was still full by the time I woke up :3... Shinta came to collect his job application form (which was hilarious... I don't know if performing solat sunat awwabin has anything to do with your job quality... Sheesh)... Went to pasar malam to buy break-fast meal... And foolishly spent my money ;_; (tiru little scribble :p)...

5- Today, 21st Oct:- BANGUN LAMBAT LAGI!!!!... Damn, what ish wrong with me?... Actually I did woke up earlier, but I went back to sleep :p... Baka me XD XD XD... Had maggi goreng, some leftovers from yesterday's break-fast, buah lai and a date (kurma)... Was pretty full by the time sahur period ish over :D (tiru shuu :p)... Will have to start packing later...

Well, that's all for now... I'll give you an update a month from now :p... And to these people:- Little Scribble, Shuu, Masa-chan, Kaede, Aiko, Miaka, Michy, Carol, Cypher, Tenzan, XY, Kitsune, Alexia (though it's unlikely for her to come to Semenanjung)... I really want to meet you guys after the break... Sono aebai tanoshimidaze >3... Last but not least (although it might be a wee bit too early), S E L A M A T H A R I R A Y A ! ! ! . . .

Ja, mata ao, ne... Shitsure shimasu~~~~

Oh, lookie... Thoughts...

Iwas sitting in my Financial Management class when I was writing this (literally, that is)... Yesterday, during my Islam, Knowledge and Civilization class, my lecturer said something about education should be given for free... And today, as I was sitting by my class' window, I kinda wonder about these:

1- Where did all the tax, toll and what not money went to?

2- How about the zakat money paid by all the Muslims in Malaysia?... Where did they go?...

3- And what about the money donated to temples, monasteries, churches and mosques?... What did the people in charge of the money do with them?...

4- How come there's a lot of homeless people and beggars on the streets of out country?...

5- How come during the reign of Umar Abdul Aziz (one of the most pious Umayyid Caliphs), the people prospered so much that the Bait Al-Maal (the organization responsible for managing all the taxes and zakat paid by the subjects of Umayyid Empire) officers had to run around the streets of the city just to find people who need money?...

As much as I tried to find the answer, the question keeps on getting more and more complicated... Bleargh...

Neways, my plan on joining Askar Wataniah (reserve army, or should I say "weekend soldier") was ruined... Why?... I can't get the required 6 pieces of pasport-sized pictures... Too damn expensive!!!... I guess I'll have to wait for another year or semester to join them... In the mean time, I might as well be satisfied with Silat Cekak Ustaz Hanafi... Come to think about it, I haven't taken Sijil Rendah Persilatan (SRP) and Sijil Tinggi Persilatan (STP) which will qualify me to be a Cekak trainer... Imagine that; a softie, teaching martial arts... Kowaii yaaa... Don't look down on me... I WAS one of the assistanttrainers when I was in High School... An exceptional one, if not one of the best... Dang, I'm beginning to sound like that person >.<...

There's something bugging me these few days... Someone had been miscalling me from a public phone... What bugs me so much is that the numbers are Borneo numbers (08-8253174, 08-8259065)... I only have 3 people who knows my number AND comes from Borneo: Miaka, Alex, and Ixus (not the camera)... But none of them seems to be the one who made those calls @_@... GRAWR... ... ... Mysterious caller, if you are reading this, can't you at least make those calls from another handphone?... Telekom hasn't installed any sms-compliant deviceson public phones, you know... Geez... This is really annoying >__________________________________<...

Ihab is off to UK today at 8am... I wonder if he's already reached UK... If my calculation is correct, he should arrive at UK by 10-11pm , Malaysian time... I'll be missing him, again... But this time, I won't break down as I did last year... Now, I have other pillars to lean on to, and I also have to be strong for the people who are leaning on me... Saa, ganbaruze!!... :3...

Oh, lookie... Thoughts...

Iwas sitting in my Financial Management class when I was writing this (literally, that is)... Yesterday, during my Islam, Knowledge and Civilization class, my lecturer said something about education should be given for free... And today, as I was sitting by my class' window, I kinda wonder about these:

1- Where did all the tax, toll and what not money went to?

2- How about the zakat money paid by all the Muslims in Malaysia?... Where did they go?...

3- And what about the money donated to temples, monasteries, churches and mosques?... What did the people in charge of the money do with them?...

4- How come there's a lot of homeless people and beggars on the streets of out country?...

5- How come during the reign of Umar Abdul Aziz (one of the most pious Umayyid Caliphs), the people prospered so much that the Bait Al-Maal (the organization responsible for managing all the taxes and zakat paid by the subjects of Umayyid Empire) officers had to run around the streets of the city just to find people who need money?...

As much as I tried to find the answer, the question keeps on getting more and more complicated... Bleargh...

Neways, my plan on joining Askar Wataniah (reserve army, or should I say "weekend soldier") was ruined... Why?... I can't get the required 6 pieces of pasport-sized pictures... Too damn expensive!!!... I guess I'll have to wait for another year or semester to join them... In the mean time, I might as well be satisfied with Silat Cekak Ustaz Hanafi... Come to think about it, I haven't taken Sijil Rendah Persilatan (SRP) and Sijil Tinggi Persilatan (STP) which will qualify me to be a Cekak trainer... Imagine that; a softie, teaching martial arts... Kowaii yaaa... Don't look down on me... I WAS one of the assistanttrainers when I was in High School... An exceptional one, if not one of the best... Dang, I'm beginning to sound like that person >.<...

There's something bugging me these few days... Someone had been miscalling me from a public phone... What bugs me so much is that the numbers are Borneo numbers (08-8253174, 08-8259065)... I only have 3 people who knows my number AND comes from Borneo: Miaka, Alex, and Ixus (not the camera)... But none of them seems to be the one who made those calls @_@... GRAWR... ... ... Mysterious caller, if you are reading this, can't you at least make those calls from another handphone?... Telekom hasn't installed any sms-compliant deviceson public phones, you know... Geez... This is really annoying >__________________________________<...

Ihab is off to UK today at 8am... I wonder if he's already reached UK... If my calculation is correct, he should arrive at UK by 10-11pm , Malaysian time... I'll be missing him, again... But this time, I won't break down as I did last year... Now, I have other pillars to lean on to, and I also have to be strong for the people who are leaning on me... Saa, ganbaruze!!... :3...

*Dust flying*...

Bleargh... How long has it been?... Ages?... More like eons :p... Well, actually a lot of merry things had happened to me; my birthday, my unsuccessful wedding cosplay, outing with Kaede-tachi, birthday present from my friends, sweet revenge from other party, etc... Will go into detail next...

My birthday passed as I had expected, not many remember them :p... Including a certain someone who insisted that it was on 20th-something XD XD... Ironically that person jotted the date on a piece of paper... *Glomps Kaede* You know what, I think I like you a lot blur :3... And on that very day, I have my wedding cosplay... Actually it's the Personal Growth Group's Appreciation Night, and the theme was "wedding"... They even had a wedding stage :p... To bad for me... My "bride" ran away XD... She couldn't find a matching wedding dress, and couldn't find a purple dress as well... In the end, she didn't come at all XD XD... Went to my friend's room to straighten my hair before the "party" (those who had met me would realized that my hair is hay-wired :p)... And there another suprise awaits... MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!!... 2 large presents O_O... And guess what's inside.. .. .. A month's supply of food consisting of:
1) 3 types of biscuits
2) 2 5-pack instant noodles
3) 1 pack of Nescafe 3 in 1
4) 1 pack of Mamee
5) i jar of peanut butter (yum)
6) 1 jar of blackcurrent jam (yum yum)
And a sandwich toaster XD XD... Just the thing I had in mind *glomp friends*...

Then came Ihab's birthday present; X the movie CD... Too bad the CD had the same problem as my Mononoke Hime CD: Dual sound =.=... Anyone knows how to fix that?... And Kaede gave me X and Chobits mousepad *cho-glomps Kaede*...

Now, about the outing with Kaede, actually it wasn't really planned... Coincidently both of us had a date with Xiao Ying to pay her for the COSMAS '04 ticket... But the night prior to that day, she called me because I asked her about something in japanese (my japanese sucks big time), and we chatted a bit... Dang, it has been so long since we had a decent p2p talk... Come to think about it, there's something in her eyes, and I don't mean dust...

As for the sweet revenge, someone paid on my behalf the hatred I harboured against one of my senpais... He assaulted me because I complained about him verbally and physically assulting my friend (more like x-friend, since I had to take preventive measures and stay away from him, for his sake)... And now he nearly killed someone whom I knew because that person dared to retaliate against him... Talk about being a psycho... Which reminds me; He IS taking psychology XD XD...

If any of you haven't noticed, I had took of a name from my list and replaced it with another person's link... This is why: I don't like people who have sense of superiority in themselves, I don't like people look at others like they are nothing, and self-centered no yatsu wa daaaaaaaaaaaaaai kirai da... Who is that person?... Guess, and you might be right...

Well, that's all for now... I think after this I will only type (since I'm using a keyboard instead of a pen) about what's happening in my life when I feel like doing so... Else I'll be talking about my thoughts from time to time... I've yet to have any deep interest in anything as compared to Tenzan and wrestling... Maybe I'll find something... Soon... I think... Bleargh...

*Dust flying*...

Bleargh... How long has it been?... Ages?... More like eons :p... Well, actually a lot of merry things had happened to me; my birthday, my unsuccessful wedding cosplay, outing with Kaede-tachi, birthday present from my friends, sweet revenge from other party, etc... Will go into detail next...

My birthday passed as I had expected, not many remember them :p... Including a certain someone who insisted that it was on 20th-something XD XD... Ironically that person jotted the date on a piece of paper... *Glomps Kaede* You know what, I think I like you a lot blur :3... And on that very day, I have my wedding cosplay... Actually it's the Personal Growth Group's Appreciation Night, and the theme was "wedding"... They even had a wedding stage :p... To bad for me... My "bride" ran away XD... She couldn't find a matching wedding dress, and couldn't find a purple dress as well... In the end, she didn't come at all XD XD... Went to my friend's room to straighten my hair before the "party" (those who had met me would realized that my hair is hay-wired :p)... And there another suprise awaits... MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!!... 2 large presents O_O... And guess what's inside.. .. .. A month's supply of food consisting of:
1) 3 types of biscuits
2) 2 5-pack instant noodles
3) 1 pack of Nescafe 3 in 1
4) 1 pack of Mamee
5) i jar of peanut butter (yum)
6) 1 jar of blackcurrent jam (yum yum)
And a sandwich toaster XD XD... Just the thing I had in mind *glomp friends*...

Then came Ihab's birthday present; X the movie CD... Too bad the CD had the same problem as my Mononoke Hime CD: Dual sound =.=... Anyone knows how to fix that?... And Kaede gave me X and Chobits mousepad *cho-glomps Kaede*...

Now, about the outing with Kaede, actually it wasn't really planned... Coincidently both of us had a date with Xiao Ying to pay her for the COSMAS '04 ticket... But the night prior to that day, she called me because I asked her about something in japanese (my japanese sucks big time), and we chatted a bit... Dang, it has been so long since we had a decent p2p talk... Come to think about it, there's something in her eyes, and I don't mean dust...

As for the sweet revenge, someone paid on my behalf the hatred I harboured against one of my senpais... He assaulted me because I complained about him verbally and physically assulting my friend (more like x-friend, since I had to take preventive measures and stay away from him, for his sake)... And now he nearly killed someone whom I knew because that person dared to retaliate against him... Talk about being a psycho... Which reminds me; He IS taking psychology XD XD...

If any of you haven't noticed, I had took of a name from my list and replaced it with another person's link... This is why: I don't like people who have sense of superiority in themselves, I don't like people look at others like they are nothing, and self-centered no yatsu wa daaaaaaaaaaaaaai kirai da... Who is that person?... Guess, and you might be right...

Well, that's all for now... I think after this I will only type (since I'm using a keyboard instead of a pen) about what's happening in my life when I feel like doing so... Else I'll be talking about my thoughts from time to time... I've yet to have any deep interest in anything as compared to Tenzan and wrestling... Maybe I'll find something... Soon... I think... Bleargh...

Ahh... Another update :p...

Bleargh... Damn long time since the last update... Here's a short brief of what had happened...

-became the one and only tagless committee of convest 2004 (that's Convocation Fiesta 2004)...
-had to juggle between data entry job and convest job (taking care of the Convest Gallery stall)...
-notified that the data entry salary (outstanding RM252) will only be paid on 15th the earliest TT__________TT...
-met alex at Mid Valley... She's hot :p... No wonder she always got stared back at Sandakan XD XD...
-Went to KLCC for Merdeka Celebration (will elaborate more)
-currently feeling very, very low...

Now I'm going to elaborate on the last three items... Yep, Xiong managed to drag me to Mid Valley to meet her jie, that is Alexia (the one I got into trouble with >.<)... She doesn't really look like she's looking forward on meeting me, though... Not suprised at all, nor disappointed, considering what happened between me and her... It may not be a big deal for her, or anybody else, but it's a big deal for me... Watched House of the Dead (lousy, don't EVER watch it), and later head back to UIA...

As for the KLCC Merdeka celebration, it's rather a long story... I was hoping to meet Kaede there, but ended leaving UIA very late due to transportation problems (the buses was even worse than your average sardine can >.<)... When I finally reached Terminal Putra Gombak, I met Khalid, a fellow schoolmate and also a close friend of Ihab... He offered me to go to KLCC with him and his friend, but his friend misunderstood the plan and thought that I want to go back to UIA... So I had wasted my time there waiting for him... Bleh... Tried to contact Kaede by the time I reached KLCC, but no luck there... So, I went up and down the stairs, went to the park, hang out here and there, walked all the way to Sungai Wang, then back to KLCC for the firework (subarashii, since it's the first firework show I've ever seen live), then back to Sungai Wang, then to KLCC, again, and then head to Merdeka Square... Then I got this idea of going to Masjid Negara (they had showers there, and I'm in a dire need of one), but found out thet its gates are locked =.=... So I walked all the way to Pertama Complex, sit there for about 2 hours, called Kaede to apologize... Sit some more, then head back to KLCC (it was a mess, I tell you... looks like KL had just been attacked... bodies all over the places, not to mention the rubbish... somehow I can't differentiate between the rubbish and the bodies XD), and straight to Ampang Park... Arrived at UIA at 7am, and went straight to sleep once I got into bed... Woke up at 5pm (w00t)...

As for the last item, I'm wondering whether I'm really alive... Whether my existence is important to others... And whether they appreciate my existence... Why am I asking all this questions?... Because I'm so lonely... And I don't want to be selfish... I can't bug Kaede since she's busy with her studies and all... And I'm not sure if I'm in the setsunasa mood to spend my time with Ihab... And all my so-called "friends" would only seek me when they have problems... Why can't I have someone who would voluntarily spend their time with me?... Why can't any of them voluntarily cry with me?... Then again, I should have known better... I'm not as reliable as I thought I am... Just look at what happened between me and Alex... Disastrous... Last night "he" came, and I was glad... But he only came so that he could kill some time before he meet his brother... And days before that, "she" sent me a message, asking me what do I think about when I'm walking alone... I answered that I would be thinking of "her", "him", and some other things, and she replied that we are the same... And I was glad... But I know better than to have false hopes... Some lousy life I have, right...

Cancelled?... Not cancelled?... Let's hit Nando's instead XD...

T.T The Saturday outing outing does not exist, actually... Nonetheless, I'm glad I did went XD XD... Got to meet up with the most unique person; Xiong Ie, the best sister I could ever ask for; Kaede, and a friend who would go through rain of fire for you; Shinta... The whole outing was literally CRAZY, since we were so damn noisy (heck, nando's was noisy.. might as well join in XD)...

Got my Yami no Matsuei, and am thinking about copying the whole boxset... Then again, it was Chinese subbed... And I'm not Chinese... Unless someone is going to give me an ultimate crash course on Japanese or Chinese language, I definitely can't understand the story TT.TT...

Finished watching the whole series already, and I just can't have enough of it XD XD... I'm so screwed up... A guy who likes both yuri AND yaoi XD XD... Then again, my stepdad works in a mental hospital, no wonder his stepson is somewhat nuts XD XD XD...

To Miss Anonymous, thank you for granting me forgiveness, although it's not something that I deserved... In fact, I'm worried that I'd do the same thing again... Maybe I should make it compulsory for me to commit harakiri if I did it again...

Well, currently looking for some nice yaoi piccies for my new blogskin (haven't started yet T.T)... And to all the readers, could you guys do me a favour?... I'd like to have Yami no Matsuei's soundtrack (in love with the opening theme XD)... So, could you guys suggest a site where I could download it?... Sankyuu...

Ja, shitsure shimasu :3...

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W00t!!... Changed the blogskin XD XD... Some people might not like the player there, though... Might set it to invisible later... Depending on how people like it... To Nienna, I know you like my previous layout, but I just can't hold my yaoi-freakish-ness anymore... Had to change it to suit me better XD XD...

Gotta get off soon... Ihab's coming to pick me up... We're going to a friend's house :P...

Ja, shitsure shimasu :3...

Ureshii, ureshii XD XD...

Dangnabbit... Had to re-type the whole entry for today >.<... It took long enough to type it before, nyaa T.T... Oh, well... Whining isn't going to solve anything... se, *take a deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep breath* here we go...

WEDNESDAY
Went to watch The House of the Flying Daggers with Ihab-tachi... Originally planned to went to Mid-Valley on my own and spend some quality time with the books at MPH... But his bro asked me to run some errands for him, and Ihab himself offered to give me a lift, so I had to wait for them to come and pick me up... The movie was mediocre: action to effect ga subarashii, ending to storyline ga disappointing desu kedo...

Went to his new house after the movie, along with one of our closest friend, and layan Playstation until his bro gave me a lift home... Ihab and Khalid (our close friend) tagged along because he just can't resist a Last Blade 2 and Worms World Party match against me, and Khalid would feel awkward to stay behind... And for the first time ever, he lied down om my bed (excluding the bed at my parent's house, that is) XD...

After they left, I went to the Cyber Cafe, and chatted with Xiong-tachi over MSN... For some very weird reason, Cypher-baka got the idea that I'm Xiong's yaoi partner (I'm taken already, thank you :P)... Just after midnight, Xiong reminded me that it's Kaede's b'day (not that I forgot), so I gave her a call (after God-knows-how-many times) and wished her "HAPPY B'DAY"...

THURSDAY
At last, it's THE day... Left UIA at about 11, with the hope that the traffic is bad enough to make me arrive at about 12 (which turns out to be a total overestimation of the traffic)... Walked all the way from Kotaraya to Times Square, and got stalked by a drug addict (either that or a madman) on the way... He was sure persistent... Arrived at TS at about a quarter before 12, and ended running up and down the stairs while waiting for Kaede... I could've sworn that I lost at least 2 kilos just by doing that... Cypher arrived at 2, and as usual made me his teasing target practice >_<... Then the two of us went to the arcade, since I've told Kaede to look for me there, and just as we were going up the escalator, she gave me a call... It seems that she had been there longer than I expected O.O... Ato Pizza Hut e issho ni ikimashita (excluding Cypher, that is)... Got lost XD (since one of us was pretty sure that there's a Pizza Hut in SG Wang Plaza)... Started to talk about A LOT of things as we dig in our soup (gweh.. can't have enough of the soup.. I want the recipe next time :P) including her dream which features Xiong and a taller version of Miyabi :3... Stayed there until 4-something, and head to TS (via the long way XD)... Then played a round of b-ball, and later watched Kaede dance :P... She kept on asking me to dance, and I kept on saying 'NO' XD... Heck, even "that" guy can't make me dance (no, not you, Cypher)... Walked her back to the LRT station at about 6, and went straight home the happiest onnarashii in UIA XD... Later at 8, Shinta-kun came with FMP1-6 and FMP: Fumoffu 1-15... My verdict = S U B A R A S H I I XD XD...

Well, to all readers and fellow forumers who will be going to the EB tomorrow, kimi-tachi ni aeru tanoshimida... Ja, shitsure shimasu :3...

grawh...

*yawn*... Sleepy maa... Woke up early today, since I have to get to MV at 2pm... And before that, had to go on a RM57 Maxis reload card (to those who are interested, you may contact me :P)... Ihab asked me to buy it for him... I guess I can never say "NO" to him, can I?... We're going to watch HOUSE OF THE FLYING DAGGERS today... It has been a long time since I last watched a kung-fu movie...

This morning I noticed something about UIA... They are specialized in making the students' life a nightmare... Since I need to get a Maxis reload card at a low price, I need to know who are the providers here... How do I do so?... By looking at their advertisements, of course... But the oh-so-smart officers had tore almost all the notices T.T... I had to walk across 3 colleges to find one ad about reload card... Dang... And that was at 5.30... AM... @_@... I hate UIA... Will continue later...

Rawh... Grawhhh...

Yeash... Back from JB already XD... I almost went ballistic at home when it came to my knowledge that someone "borrowed" my colection of PC game CDs without my permission, and didn't even care to tell my cousins... Dang j00... Then my mom said that that boy IS having a serious attitude problem... Neways, mum knows that I liked a guy, and she's cool about it... As long as I didn't do anything else than that, that is...

Seems that Cypher had a breakdown... Himi-san, now is your cue to play your role... And I hope you'll play it well... Ten had an awful nightmare... I hope it will not come true, either upon him or anyone I know... I know how it feels to be beaten up by a dozen of guys, and believe me, even a ninjitsu master would end up a punching bag (that includes you, Miyabi-chan)...

Can't wait for Thursday... But i need to reconfirm it on Wednesday... I hope she'll be free on that day... Jaa, shitsure shimasu :3...

Ahh... Pillow talk...

Dang Ihab... Last night he send me a message, just when I was halfway to a meeting... He's coming to my room, and I better be there O.O... Rushed back to my room (after notifying my headcom about my probs), and waited for almost an hour, and there he is... We played Worms until about 10pm, and later on he went to see his bro practice for the recording for the coming CONVEST theme song (you guys are cordially invited to the Convocation Festival)... He remind me not to leave the room, since there will be some more guests coming (Aris and Arep, to be precise)... Waited for another hour (W00T) and they came... We went together to see Ihab's bro's practice, and it was subarashii... Later we went to Ihab's house, since he was alone (his family had moved to their new house, but he had to stay to look after the house since they haven't took all their belongings yet)... And Ihab also invited another nops named Imran ("nops" is the term we use to people like me and Ihab)... He was quite a guy... Ihab tried to make me dance (no way, jose), and after sometime, we decided to hit the mamak stall at Ampang Point (the time was 2-3am XD XD)... We played card games (very noisy at the same time), and talked about lots of things (mainly SEX XD XD)... Don't look at me, I'm just tagging along XD...

Returned to Ihab's house at 3.50am, and continued with the card game, and started our pillow talk (yep, you guess right... It's about SEX, again)... We ended sleeping at 6.30am (after Subuh, and some very indepth discussion about SEX from the religious view), and woke up at 12.30pm, just in time for Jumaat prayer... Went back to UIA after helping Ihab's mum move some of the family's things...

Tomorrow I'm going back to JB for two days... Aris wants me to check on his CPU, and I have a lot of assignments to be done... Need to ask Kaede out on Thursday as well for her b'day treat... Mweh...

Archery was... SUBARASHII XD XD...

Ah, archery was superb... But it's really hard to pull the string O_O... So hard that my arms and shoulder still hurts >.<... But nonetheless, I'll be looking forward for the class XD... Neways, that was the entry for Tuesday... I'm getting forgetful nowadays =.=...

Wednesday, the day I love to hate, but hate to miss... Class, as always... Getting deeper into Divident Policy Decision topic, Dr Hassanudeen left us with some exercises... MoD was great, as usual... The downside of the day is that somehow I feel wrong... Like there's something missing, yet I don't know what is it... I feel like crying the whole afternoon, but my tears won't come out... Mweh... Oh well, if it's loneliness, I should get over it soon... Since I'm very much a loner... I go out ALONE, eat ALONE, laugh ALONE, no wait, laugh with my friends, cry ALONE, sleep ALONE (single maa, bachelor... open to male and female *please ignore the last part*)... Some might say that I choosed to be a loner... Can't help to be one, though... I feel out of place whenever I'm in a crowd of men (I'm much more comfortable hanging out with girls)... And in this lame excuse of an Islamic University, hanging out with a girl or girls wil earn you a "pondan" title... Not that I mind, since I've been labelled as one for oh-so-long...

Later on last night, went to have dinner at Pizza Hut... Still trying to make up my mind about Shinta's and Kaede's b'day present... Maybe I'll take kaede to a treat... In the mean time, if any of the readers know where I could get a part-time job (area = Gombak, Sg Wang, KLCC, Wangsa Maju), do contact me... I'm in a dire need of a job...

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